I hit my word limit in my last blog post so I couldn’t continue freaking out. Why is it that work tasks take me so long to do, but I can write a blog post about my anxiety and stress in ten minutes? It’s almost like I need some sort of outlet to be able to rant and rave when I need to. I don’t think I’d get that outlet if I had to start working in the office full time. Pretty much my only outlet these days is walking my dog on my lunch break. I wouldn’t be able to do that in the office and so I’d probably be a ball of stress every day. You can tell I didn’t walk my dog today based on my last blog post and the fact that I’ve continued my rant over to another one.
Anyway, I’m straying from the point. I know it would be really nice to work in a space with premium office interior design. Melbourne CBD offices are usually quite nice, but the office my boss has just purchased really is a step above the rest. If I wasn’t riddled with anxiety then I’m sure I’d really like it. However, that wasn’t the hand I was dealt and I’ve become really accustomed to my little home office and doing things at my own pace. It would be too much for me to have my bosses and coworkers breathing down my neck all the time.
Even if I did really enjoy admiring the lovely office fit-outs in the Melbourne CBD office that my boss just purchased, it wouldn’t be enough for me. Everyone has different needs and I need to be able to work in a place that helps me be the best that I can be.
Sorry for this long-winded rant. I’m just anxious, that’s all. I don’t know what my life is going to look like once we get back to the office and I’m scared to find out.